My Dream

Well, as you may remember, I stole 130 dollars from my son's wallet yesterday to pay the cleaning lady. I just knew that I would get that somehow. I didn't know how. I just had faith that I would. I refused to take it out of the secret stash, which is now over 1,300. (in 2 weeks) . I am not going to mess with that. Anyway, last night late, my hubby came in and said that he had gone to a casino and won a little bit. I told him i wanted some of it. Yeah, he gave me 200. See, there, I didn't do anything to get the money. He handed to me. Ta-DA! I got my 130 to give back to my son and had 70 left over for the Cash Stash. So there! Also, I had taken 20 dollars from my husband's wallet the night before to put in the cash stash anyway. So now I am up 90 dollars total in the Cash Stash. Yeah! for me and my millions.

Switching gears now. I had a very realistic dream last night that I filled my mother in on my intentions. Now, I am married, like I said, I have 3 kids and have managed to make it through college 3 different times, landing 3 different degrees. However, my mother's opinion is so important to me. OK, so I told her, and as expected, she told me it was ridiculous. But, unlike I would have usually done, I did not back down.

I feel sure that this would have happened in real life. I just am not about to start that. I have one friend who knows about this. And my husband of course. And you all that are reading this along with me. My friend has to be nice to me now simply because she didn't put me down in the first place... she lost her chance. And my husband is actually starting to move forward a little bit with it. And of course, you guys have been so encouraging. And I am not even sure encouraging has been the right word. You are all so matter of fact about it with me.

I absolutely have no doubt about it. As long as I don't stop, it will come. And I do believe that I have mastered the science of faith. It is an art. And that is the most humbling experience I have ever encountered. And again, why it was given to me is such a long story that it will be let out over many long blogs as we go along. But, my faith is as sure as 2+2=4.

The amazing thing to me is the fact that I am looking toward this goal. Not the amount of the goal, but the goal of money. I guess because I will be able to do so much with it once I get it. I will be able to live my life to the fullest once I get it. I will be able to see the places I want to see, and help others do the same. I will be able to help others who really do need it.

While riding this road to millions however, I am sacrificing very little. We still live very happily. We have all that we need. We live in a very comfortable home. But, the point I am trying to make it the goal. I want to watch the magic occur. I want to be part of something bigger than mediocrity and everyday circumstance that happen for no reason. I want to watch things happen for a reason, and know that they are happening for me. Again, I am having a ball!